So so precious.

Field camp day one.
The boy has to stay safe no matter what :)

Thinking a lot the day before & just last night about us.
I cannot be more thankful with what i have at this moment.
I have family by my side, a roof over my head & lotsa food to eat.

Besides all that, i have a boy who loves me so so much and never fails to make me happy.
His heart aches when im upset, he holds me when i cry.
He somehow knows what to do when im grouchy or when it's just one of my 'spoilt brat' days.
He helps me all the time such that im bordering on taking everything for granted.
What more can i ask for.
This sounds all so superficial but it really isnt.

He caused this major change in me (in my opinion),
in my perspective, my attitude, the way i treat people the way i do things.
I am glad to say that i have changed for the better,
& this is all due to the boy being such a great influence(:
Im sure he'll say the same too,
in a sense, i have quieten down a lot and realised life means more than what it is.
Less superficial and more realistic.
& Leslie? He became a whole lot of noise. HAHA
We are two very different people who met at the right time, i cant be more thankful.

The love i have for this boy is unimaginably deep.
& im sure it's mutual (:

Finally.

As has come to a close!
As, Bs & Cs,
it didnt end as well as i would want it to be,
but it's definitely enough.
I am thankful albeit disappointed.
Will deal with it thoughhhhhhhhh(:

I super love and thank each & every one that sent me 'All the best' texts and encouraged me. Gary, who wished me good luck through every medium available and telling me all sorts of inspirational stuff. Czl, Leon, KS, Demas and Hoongjia for helping me out with whatever im unclear about. Wanlin, Debbie and Amelia for giving me so so so much support & making me feel a thousand times better. Chunkit, Eun, Wenhui for gng through this shit together. Xiangliang for giving me her mama bear hug(: Tweety Claire for always understanding me so so well and being such an understanding and supportive bestie! Melody & Mag for also guiding me and helping me decide where i should head to. Corrine, Dengyang, Jessie, Chris for having zichar LOL k kidding, for the entire Kairos period. Colin for being my strong buddy who is booking in for field camp right aft As, jiayou. My family & Leslie's family for being so nice to me and recognizing my effort. &&& definitely LESLIE LEE WEN LI, thanks b for being so encouraging and not minding my crazy ass long whines the entire shitass day! Despite you yourself being drained out, you still gave your everything to cheer me up and to make my day a whole lot better.

What would i do without all of them (:

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I feel like my brain is the size of a pea now,
i feel like my heart is going to stop.
Losing hope in life & my intellect as every second passes by.