So so precious.

Field camp day one.
The boy has to stay safe no matter what :)

Thinking a lot the day before & just last night about us.
I cannot be more thankful with what i have at this moment.
I have family by my side, a roof over my head & lotsa food to eat.

Besides all that, i have a boy who loves me so so much and never fails to make me happy.
His heart aches when im upset, he holds me when i cry.
He somehow knows what to do when im grouchy or when it's just one of my 'spoilt brat' days.
He helps me all the time such that im bordering on taking everything for granted.
What more can i ask for.
This sounds all so superficial but it really isnt.

He caused this major change in me (in my opinion),
in my perspective, my attitude, the way i treat people the way i do things.
I am glad to say that i have changed for the better,
& this is all due to the boy being such a great influence(:
Im sure he'll say the same too,
in a sense, i have quieten down a lot and realised life means more than what it is.
Less superficial and more realistic.
& Leslie? He became a whole lot of noise. HAHA
We are two very different people who met at the right time, i cant be more thankful.

The love i have for this boy is unimaginably deep.
& im sure it's mutual (:

Finally.

As has come to a close!
As, Bs & Cs,
it didnt end as well as i would want it to be,
but it's definitely enough.
I am thankful albeit disappointed.
Will deal with it thoughhhhhhhhh(:

I super love and thank each & every one that sent me 'All the best' texts and encouraged me. Gary, who wished me good luck through every medium available and telling me all sorts of inspirational stuff. Czl, Leon, KS, Demas and Hoongjia for helping me out with whatever im unclear about. Wanlin, Debbie and Amelia for giving me so so so much support & making me feel a thousand times better. Chunkit, Eun, Wenhui for gng through this shit together. Xiangliang for giving me her mama bear hug(: Tweety Claire for always understanding me so so well and being such an understanding and supportive bestie! Melody & Mag for also guiding me and helping me decide where i should head to. Corrine, Dengyang, Jessie, Chris for having zichar LOL k kidding, for the entire Kairos period. Colin for being my strong buddy who is booking in for field camp right aft As, jiayou. My family & Leslie's family for being so nice to me and recognizing my effort. &&& definitely LESLIE LEE WEN LI, thanks b for being so encouraging and not minding my crazy ass long whines the entire shitass day! Despite you yourself being drained out, you still gave your everything to cheer me up and to make my day a whole lot better.

What would i do without all of them (:

gg.com

I feel like my brain is the size of a pea now,
i feel like my heart is going to stop.
Losing hope in life & my intellect as every second passes by.

So very special.

You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry.

This song's on replay & it's not getting old (:

Book out loh!
Again........
HAHA i feel like im stuck in a very sorry rut.
I'll start every week by waking up to a Monday morning feeling very groggy.
& it will zooooom by, with the help of my awesome colleagues!
(Side note: I really enjoy their company! Esp Rachel, we talk NONSTOP to keep ourselves awake & the happenings in the office, really amusing.)
Then Friday will be here in a jiffy,
meeting Leslie once he books out, & tada, sleepover.

This Friday saw me at Pasir Ris waiting for him.
& thank goodness for this colleague i knew on that same day, Hyder.
He is from the Jan batch, & we dont really talk to them.
But just that day, 4 of us from my Feb batch went to the east direction, with Hyder & this other girl Weiting from the Jan batch.
& he stays at Pasir Ris so we kinda took all the way tgt.
He is super amazingly nice!
He knew i was waiting for Leslie so he waited with me!
+ zero awkwardness, we just kept talking.
FOR ONE HOUR, it was 6.30pm till 7.30pm so the sky was like turning dark!
I felt so terribly bad!!
&&& he didnt mind at all.
I shall buy him bread/lunch^^

Hmmmmm,
here's the boy & I.
Amused at our new discovery, 'Powercam'.

Goodnight world, enjoy your remaining hours till Monday.

I am so so sick.

& the boy who loves me so very much is always making me happy, forever & always (:

Book out loh!

The boy & I.

"The best part of having a relationship is getting to call the person or lay down next to them and tell them all the crazy things that happened to you all day long. And in the end that’s what it’s about, kids. It’s not about the sex, it’s not about the money that they give you or whatever. It’s not about how good-looking they are, it’s about, can they listen to you talk for hours and hours and hours about stupid shit that doesn’t matter. And if they can, then you’re meant to be together forever. Even if that means you have to call them 100 times, that’s okay." — Tegan Quin

 

 

Got this off a tumblr somewhere (:

 

 

He has been getting a lot of admin time these days, so thankful!!

#sgarmyrocks

Anyway, he got out on the 17th!!!

As i mentioned earlier, rmb my butterfly frenzy?

Yup, got off work & immediately rushed to Pioneer where he was meeting his friends for bball.

 

 

His first sentence to me?

"OMG you grow fatterrrrrrrrr!"

What kind of boyfriend is that?!

HAHA & me, being super melodramatic, has been crying happily(or rather, dramatically) to bed just thinking about how i'll react upon seeing him.

Seriously, the total opposite happened!

I WAS LAUGHING LIKE A MAD COW.

He looks super botak hehehe

but he is still sucha qt3.142.

Spent the night at his place followed by bbq at his relative's house the next day.

The food is seriously damn good,

my true colours >>>>>>>  (^@^)

His cousins were damn nice as well,

& we played rockband!!!!

Sunday, Din Tai Fung, packing etc etc.

Okay, sounds like such mundane happenings but i really enjoyed every single moment!

ESP WHEN W L LEE WAS LATE FOR BOOK IN.

Super scary, but thank goodness nothing happened!

The stupid bus laaaaa, took such a long time to come.

But of course, we have ourselves to blame for not leaving house on time.

We got to Boon Lay MRT at 5.30pm when it takes 56mins to go allll the way to Pasir Ris and his book in timing was 6.30pm.

Seriously, we were panicking all the way, for fear that he would be late & kena!

So we decided to get down at Aljunied to try and save his ass.

BUT bloody hell, alllllll the taxis were occupied!!

We finally got on a taxi at about 6.25pm,

& the uncle told us that we'll only reach Pasir Ris in about 15mins.

It was like gg.com all over our faces.

He called his surgeant who was superrrrr nice & understanding.

& finally we got to the station at about 6.50pm?

He ran & queued & so long, farewell, sayonara see you next friday.

HAHA

Thank goodness he didnt get scolded or anyth!

Instead, the officer for another company actually sent him back.

They are so so nice ^^

Phew, but he better not do anything funny alr.

He already broke a urinal...

haha i think he'll lament me for the prev sentence.

OH WELL heh.

Okay i talk wayyyyyyy too much & there arent any photos.

Took some with his cousins but i havent got them!

TOMORROW.

My boy will finally be out after 17 days.
There's a butterfly frenzy in my tummy now,
i have no mood to work as much as i find it fun.
Before 5pm tmr, time will definitely pass super slowly.
& i wont be there to pick him up.
Oh well, half an hour wont make a difference after 17 days.
Slash that, it freaking does make a difference!!
Okay dont laugh at my insanityyyyyyyyyy.

On a side note,
Happy Valentine's Day all you sweethearts!
Belated one but nevertheless a sincere one.