If i stop everything, i'll be damn upset.
& if i dont, i might be damn upset next time.
Note might be.

I am stupid to look at the 'might be' so lightly last time.
But no regrets, i had happy times:D
It's just the aftermath that is killer.

Ohmygoodness, i feel so screwed now.
I need to talk to Jiemin/Jwee!
But i dont know what about!!
That's really screwed what!

I feel my insides churning about, ew.
& i cant wait for my life to be over.
But before you start preaching,
i never said i will/want to end my own life.
Goodness shit, im very touchy now,
I feel like burning somebody lol!
Okay sadist, need to relax.


Ugh, whateverrrrrr.
Im one very messed up person now >:(