Bad coughhhhhh, irritating.
Once im sick, i'll be sick for a few weeks!
What's with the lousy immune system!

K i shldnt digress & just to do what i want to do.
Which is blog abt ytd!
Yesterday's not like any other day,
it's really very enlightening/confronting/face up to it kinda day.
It made me realise how J7 has come to a whole new level.
Sounds mildly retarded, cause of the way i put it.

I dont know how to say it, so read how Jiemin puts it?
'i just had a v v enlightening talk with charlene, we were being damn pointless because we kept giving ourselves excuses to talk to each other longer, "i'll just wait for the next bus." im writing this down because i want to remember the feeling. im so happy, sincerely am, that 6 of us brought our relationship to a whole new level, its so cheesy i know, i never thought it would have ended up this way. :'( in a good way.its so weird that we are closer than we were in sec 4, and i am happy that everything between everyone is ironed out now, its too transparent to be true!!! '


In cliques, there are 'bound' to have some people closer to some people & other people closer to others.
J7 was like that too, last time.
We dont tell all our stuff to everyone in J7.
I'll be rattling off nonstop to Jwee, Huiling & Jiemin.
Huiling will be complaining to Jiemin,
Kristel opens up more to Mag
& everyone has their own few they would talk to.

But now?
We all know everything about each other,
it's just a matter of time when we know it, in a way.
We understand each other alot more, our characters & the way we are.
The time we have with each other, the vibes we get, idk how to say.
They are the only people i really feel right with.
Like jiemin said, we're too transparent to be true!
(As in i feel right with other people too! But with J7, it's like we fit right together. Fitting right together might just be an understatement.)


Yesterday was with Huiling to the flea,
& you know, when it's just the both of us,
we really can talk alot & open up!
We had this major confrontation abt why we were the way we are,
& we had this 'long story' talk.
We were there at Central Mall Burger King talking from 6pm to 10pm.

But then when we met Jiemin,
at about 10.30pm?,
telling her abt our talk,
Huiling & I got pissed off at each other again!
LOL it's really funny,
like we really really love each other,
but we just like to be pissed at one another.
It's very tiring so the whole 'ignoring/loggerheads' thing got to end k!

Hahaha talked about our characters & everything.
Reflected on how we behave & act as a person.
Really went deep in,
& we really shot each other straight in the face.
Was quite overwhelmed but we took it as it is.
Ugly picture, but im reflecting! HAHA
i need to do smth to my hair:(

I dont know, but i know im not a nice personnn.
So i must be a better person!
But im not gna entirely change,
because although i might be not nice,
it's just this slight flaws i have.
Right?

Im still me
& although you may argue that if it's a bad point,
nd i shld change, i dont see why i should.
Then wouldnt everybody be the same?
& if i change, im not me anymore.
Something along those lines, im not sure if i make sense & if you get me or not.

But i know that although im not nice,
im still a good person on the whole?
I dont steal, i dont do stuff against my integrity.
& even if for example, the lying to teachers part,
although the teachers say that it goes to show that we dont have integrity,
i really dont see it as a flaw in my integrity.
It's as long as i know what i shld do & what i shld not.
Im not saying that lying to teachers is what i shld do,
but it's not entirely what i shld not do!
Okay it is smth i shld not do, but the severity isnt that much.

& im making a little effort to be nicer to people around me.
I shant take people around me for granted,
i shall treasure them.
I need to talk more to my family,
i need to communicate more with my friends.
I shall smile more to people & brighten their day!
Wahahahaa !



& on another note, i dont act dumb!
I really dont omg.
If you ever had that impression of me,
you shldnt think that way anymore omg.
When H told me that, i was like wth?!?! HAHAHA
But really, i think i appear to be acting dumb.
But im not!!
Im not dumb either k!
It's just that sometimes, the things i say dont go through my mind.
& sometimes, i really dont get stuff!

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DO YOU KNOW WHAT'S A SUPERFICIAL VEIN???

Tag on my board, tell me what's that.
I know what is that,
but im gna see if people know what is that.
You better tag something!
Whether i know you or not, whether you think its weird tagging or not, once you read this sentence you better tell me your defination of a superficial vein!!!!
No checking it up on the internet or anywhere!!!



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