I want to be a Vasantham starrrrrr.
LOL im ass addicted to the song!
Have you seen the advertisement on tv?
HAHA i sang the damn song all the way home,
luv it!
It's making me want to be a vasantham star for real.
& eh i think i can, you cant even see me in the picture!
Jokingggggg!
But really, im the third one from the left, you cant even see my legs.
Anywaysxz, PE has been really awesome,
but im feeling achyyyyy now.
Is there such a word?
LOL team skipping & badminton tdy wahhaha
Believe it or not,
Charlene willingly stayed for extra PE!
Okay i did that last week too!
I feel sporty much lolololol.
(K corrine finds my much after all my words irritating much! Cut down usage!)
HAHAHA
*I feel ass sporty lolololol.
Instead of sporty much!
Ohmygod, im getting really lame arent i?
Well anyway,
life's been really asfdjgskasdkjhbks.
It's so pekcek i tell you i want to bite somebody.
Study study studyyyyyyyy.
That's the only thing everybody talks about,
it's starting to piss me offff.
Okay, that's all i talk about now also actually.
ITS TAKING OVER MY LIFE.
Okay it took over my life since idk when.
But ahhhhhhh, it makes me really sad :(
Nonono i should stop being so sad & pathetic!
It's like all i've been doing for the past few weeks is rant about how much i actually hate studying & how i know i still have to do this no matter what & how i feel sad for myself because im forced to do this.
It's vicious.
Stop lamenting Charlene Chan!
Life would be so much better if i could just laze around all day, do what i want at my own pace, sleep in till late afternoon & basically just slack.
But that's not life!
Life is all about doing what you're supposed to do, meeting datelines, etcetc. & through all this, we'll learn to have a sense of urgency, gain more knowledge, more experiences nd pretty much everything else. ITS TO MAKE YOU TOUGHER. Through all this shit, we'll get to forge bonds with people too. People, be it close friends or mere acquaintances, these people are a big part of the drive that keeps you going.
I know im not talking coherently,
or i might not be even making sense.
But i just need this space to psycho myself, & tell myself that life doesnt suck although it does.
You know my thinking?
Life is pointless much,
you live you study so hard you work so hard,
you might not even be able to enjoy
& poof, you might be dead alr.
That's so negative right!!!
I shouldnt be thinking like that.
But isnt that the truth?!
LOL.
Then although i think that way,
i know i still have to do whatever shit that comes my way,
so i'll just do it.
But i feel sad for myself for doing such pointless shit.
But scratch all that,
i really have to delete such thinking from my limited database.
It's really annoying how i think so much,
about stupid stuff like this & not my studies.
BUT IT'S SO STUPID TO BE LIKE,
STUDIES IS NO.1!
K CHARLENE, LIFE DOESNT SUCK.
I really think it does but there are good sides to life also right, like we learn & we make friends.
But in the end also for nothing what!
You'll die & you wont rmb!!!
Gah failed attempt at psychoing again.
OMGGGGGGGG.
I SHOULD JUST SHUT UP.
Im like writing thesis, antithesis, thesis, antithesis over & over again zzz.
OKAY i applaud you if you read through my entire rant.
But seriously, that's not all,
i can really burn & fry my brain from thinking about this.
Dont judge me k.
Im just weirdly confused & i dont know what im living for.
You dont understand you jolly well shut it,
i just need to figure it out on my own with the help of typing it out so i can read what im thinking.
My thoughts just go all over the place.
AH I SHALL GO SLEEP.
SLEEP IS THE BESTTTTTTTT.
Wish i could sleep foreversxz.
(hahaha how freaky would it be if i really went to sleep & i slept foreversxz)
