sheesh, i can never get used to life like this.

I know i'll sound real spoilt,
but not having a maid is really upsetting.

Imagine having to wake up everyday to buy food for the family, & your brother just refuses to help for the day & your mum allows him to do that.

It sounds perfectly normal i know,
but it's like as if im in a rut,
& im just not happy that im the maid
while my brother watches anime the entire day not doing anything!
Talk about unfair.
But ah, what's fair.
& with the older sister shizzz, lol whatever.

& like for christmas,
Me 'oh yay xmas! Put up the xmas tree!'
'oh wait, there's no maid to bring it down from highhhh up, on top of the cupboard anymore zzz'

I know i can just bring it down myself.
But after 17 years,
you wouldnt be able to bring yourself to climb up & take it down from high up which is usually kinda dusty.

So i guess i wouldnt have a xmas tree this year.
Or as a matter of fact, any of the years ahead.
Lol! Depressing much!

Hahaha i'll deal with it la.
Just more tears & unhappiness in my life.
Lololol! Emo much!
But whatever.
Independent's good right!
I am independent!!
I can do things but i just prefer & hope not to do such things.

K shutup C.

Bye worldddd,
Im gng to carry on with my mathematics.
I feel so proud of myself im doing some work.