Im feeling aiufcbgabjbfkajwb!

Sometimes i just wonder,
if the people i know treasure the friendship as much as i do.
People come & go in my life.
But there's always some closer to me,
or so i thought.
& i really kind of love them in a way that i'll do whatever i can to sustain this closeness.
In a way somehow.
But sometimes, it feels as if im the only one trying.
(Okay i hear you Songko, thats if you're reading. You're going 'Shit you Charlene.' I know!!)

& sometimes when that happens,
i dont want to try anymore.

Like i will think of my friends straight away,
like when something happens,
or when nothing happens at all.
I love the fuzzy feeling i get.
But when people dont seem to feel the same, it really isnt a good feeling.

Simple things like just meeting Fiona, Wanlin, Deb, Amelia, Kelvin when changing classes, meeting Gary in the morning while walking to school, hearing Keith go bye charlene, psst-ing that Mag & Melody when they walk pass, seeing Leon -.- me(zzz!), getting a random tweet from @bracesboy, or even when zhengyang & genghis screwed up my really cool SUP BRO. All that really really made my day:D

Okay, i lost myself again.
I think i might have just learnt to not care that much.