Idk if you can see it clearly,but look at my brother!
He's sooooo cute!
I did the twist(2), & he did THREE! HAHAHA
Anyway, ytd after school was awesome time with MG34.
&&& with Gary + Keith + Huini too!:D
I've not talked to Gary for super long alr.
Yesterday was good(Y), really.
Gary, talk again soon please!
Oh, Gary & Keith asked me a question,
& i surprised myself by answering so quickly.
+ its the truth & i never wanted others to know.
I mean, although people say, i've never admitted it.
The only people who knew abt it were Mag, Melody & my S09 clique.
But whatever it is, im over that, LOL.
:D Huini made me very happy too!
She told me she used to hate me,
& i reaaaaally love people like that.
As in i like how frank she is
& how she can just tell me she used to hate me.
Cause she thought i dont like her!
But i dontttttt, so misunderstanding.
I think its my face,
DO I LOOK VERY UNFRIENDLY?
Half my day today was spent at the sch library.Hmmm maybe more than half(Y)
Had 2.5hr break again today & i went to look for S09 + did my work at the library alone.
I think having all these breaks really kind of forced me to grow up.
I used to not be able to go anywhere alone.
I'll text somebody, i'll call somebody.
I just need somebody there.
Insecurities or what, i dont know.
But i just feel that i cannot be seen alone.
I may sound like some kid who's acting popular(i swear i am not acting so dont judge me), but i'm always used to people walking with me, being there with me, that it seems very out of place/awkward when im alone.
I used to think people will talk, like why is she alone, did she quarrel with her friends, etc..
Or maybe if they walk past & said hi,
they'll be like hmm, why is she alone.
I know, immature kid thinking.
But now, with all these breaks & sometimes im forced to be alone, as time pass, i realised im able to just walk anywhere alone without feeling awkward like i dont belong.
In a way, i've come to realised that people wont notice as much as i think they would.
& it's me who thinks that way of people.
I know how immature all these might sound.
But pardon me, i've been living in my own world.
Hmmmmmmmmm.
Went to find SC cause i wanted mamee hehehe:D
They are such awesome people to be with!
Even Leon & Czl, when being mean to me is like something they have to do or they'll die.
Went home with Mag after that cause we are losersftw.
ITS A FRIDAY.
Nvm, SLEEP(Y)
CIP TMR, shit this, why did i sign up for it.
I feel so lazy to go.
Its tiring having to use the strength needed to carry an elephant to wake up everyday.
Its like ahhhhhhhhhh.
MORE BABY CHARLENE.
Okay, byeeeeeee.
Got to work for mummy tmr also, ahhh TIRING.
